I stayed back once again, in hope that i might be able to talk to her again. 1.15-2.15, i had 1 hour of waiting time to kill. So i sat down with my little clique, talking over stuff... It was lunch for me too. Then someone came and told me just cause her friend pushed her to this someone, that made this someone thinks that she likes this someone. Perharps, it's only at this very moment that i realised i couldn't just treat her just like a friend, that i'm still not over her, that no matter how discouraged i am, i still hasn't give up. Why? Because i simply still care about such things. I was flustered at this moment, not knowing what to do. So i was rather down. Maybe it's because of the fact that i didn't stayed in front of the HCL classroom that caused me to miss her. I was waiting for her at the chess table all along. Ended up, i went home but as i stood at the bus stop thinking about what this someone has said, she appeared right in front of me, of cause along with her besty... She don't look rather happy to see me... Maybe because of the chinese test that she just had. i guessed it was a hard one. So, we didn't communicate much except just said Hi and then she walked to sit down. After that i turned back and somehow there's this pillar that blocked me from seeing her and then i thought she was no longer there, that she went opposite or something. So i thought maybe she's got something on, but when i went on my bus, i then realised she was actually all along at the bus stop. i hesitated about getting down the bus for a while. Then i thought to myself,that i think it should be fated that i can't see her at the busstop. So at that moment, i given up, at least for that moment. My mood was getting worser by the minute..

Three hearts, one for you, one for me and one that represents my love for you.

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