Welcome to yet again another episode of Bleach, as described by somebody. Well, isn't that what you all have been looking forward to? Catching episodes after episodes of emotional scences? Anyway, Thanks for the compliment for my landmine analogy, it's pretty much appreciated. then again, I felt like i've just stepped on some planted by techi(s). But after my ally came to plant a ward, everything became clear, what to step on and what no to step on, in the sense who to mix with and who not to. As i looked out to the starry sky, I suddenly realised how harsh the world out there is, now i really wondered if i did the right thing in loving her, in considering these "techis" as friends. I've lost much faith in humans, except the pretty close ones. Maybe she too is like these "techi(s)", constantly planting mines around me and without me knowing, i stepped on every single one of them, one by one, they exploded and i kept walking on this road filled with mines, never giving up on chasing after her,but i got myself injured and soon servere bleeding occurred. And here i am healing my wounds and people are coming to just backstab me. If it weren't for the friendly reminders of some allies, i would have died without knowing how.

I'm being mocked at. Mocked at my stupidity. Mocked at my perserverance. Sometimes too much perserverance is deem to become irritating to other people. Maybe, i've irritated her. I hope she's reading this from somewhere. My intuition tells me that she's been here, but then again i'm not so sure. Now's the time i needed a shoulder the most. I need her most now.

Suddenly, i felt like i've understood everything Mr.Lee had said, "Zhi hua, you are way too kind. You will definitely get bullied out there." and why there are police cases whereby people fight over blog comments. It's happening right at this moment.

Labels: Egoistic