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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
I Met A Bastard Today!
Last few days have been mugging for my exam.. Now it's time to take a rest though tmr still got 'O' Level Physics SPA T_T Sian larh, i already screwed up my first SPA, tmr's SPA still screw up, i think no need take 'O' level already larh. Had Combined Humanities exam today.. Wrote till my hands almost broke apart..>.< And i think i did a lot of things wrongly haix. But then i don't see the point of crying over spilled milk..

Went running for the bus. At first, i wanted to give this person some due respect that everyone deserves. But this person called C.C, well if you are in the school you should know who is he. On the bus, he asked me whether i had Jocelyn's number. So, i answered i didn't bring my phone. And what do you think he say? He says i'm going to call "HER" ( as in he said the real name) to ask for her number. I sense a bit of sacarstic-sm ( How spell arh?) in those words. Maybe not a bit, IS A LOT! Bastard sia, make this kind of comments for nothing. I bet his trying to make me jealous or something-.- So me and my friend decided to answer, you want call call larh! Anyway, there's nothing i can do, why do you even have to tell us when youw want to make a call? BAKA! Yesterday, at the bus stop he also at there "SHE" is walking out, bluff me i never say anything already, then today he come like that me-.- he think is funny and all, but he just fail to realise what a childish thing he is doing. Just cause we don't want to sit near him makes him make this kind of sacarstic comments. He just can't stand a moment of loneliness. Even during recess the stupid bench no space he also MUST FORCE HIS WAY to sit down with us. Hey brother, we already tried our best to show that we don't really want to interact with you dammit, why do you have to make things to such a point whereby we have to destroy this beautiful picture? MUST WE SAY UNTIL LIKE: HEY, GET AWAY FROM US, WE DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU?! Must we a not? Somethings no need say also know already right. All i can say is get a life man. Being alone at times isn't wrong at all, so why can't you just sit alone and shut your dam mouth.

I see no point in telling her about this since she will just say i'm being paranoid again. But please, his not someone that is worthy of your friendship. At first, you may find him okay, but when his true colours are shown, you will realise what a big mistake you've made. But what's the point of saying all this now? Indirectly, it was him who caused all these. I HATE HIM. The more you try to get close to my friends, the more I HATE YOU, now and forever! If the rumours are about other guys, i'm fine with it but not with him. Just not this sickening idoit. Even how bad the rumours about other guys and her are, i seriously don't mind because he don't even deserve my respect. Why does she don't seem to understand this point? It doesn't matter if it's other guys, it's only just him. I bet 10 years down the road, if i decided to re-read this post again, i will still have the same negative feelings about this individual. Without him, i guess the world would be a better place. Maybe not the world, cause still got SOME people find him ok.. SO IS MY WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE!!!

They say if you curse someone, you won't have a good life. So be it, it's been bottled up since the Taiwan trip. One more time he tries to irritate me, his so dead. And i'm gonna shut the fuck out of him by trying to top this Physics Mid-Year. You shall wait and see. BAKA~

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