I'm feeling distracted
And likewise attracted
To all the things that you let me know
To all the things that you can't let go

You're waiting for friction
The empty addiction
Is forcing me to intervene
Let's break out of this scene

I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I

You and I
I watch you take over
I'll give you this offer
Take my hand and we will run away
Leave behind our past to stay
Decaying till its rotten
We'll have long forgotten
The memories that will haunt your heart

Let's tear this town apart
I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I

We watched the world go by
(But if it's you and I)
Then we will never die
(No we can never die)
We watch the world go by
But if it's you and I
Then we will never die

I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I
I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I
You and I...

If you've been wondering where the fuck I've went, I've been stuck in camp for 19 days, in other words, the maximum number of days of confinement you could possibly get for the first confinement. My god, I missed the universities' open house except for SMU which I've labelled as elite business school and it's not really me to be vocal and all in that setting. Interviews, my worse dreaded kind of thing (If you ask any of my cca mates, they'd know what I mean). I probably just walk out without saying a single word.

I've heard that song in camp, only I forgot that I've this song in my itunes, only spent the next few days lying on my bed in a forlorn manner with the whole bunk staring at me and wondering if I'm even okay at all. I've been interrogated, but the only thing they managed to find out is her name and that's about all. Army life isn't all that bad, at least for me, that coming from someone who comes from a warrant company speaks very little of the army, after all we're the last batch for this system. Ok, shit I'm not suppose to talk about army on any forums or facebook or anything like that.

Confinement's being a bitch especially when both your batteries are totally flat and it doesn't help when you have free time to think about the things/people you want to think.

I'm actually continuing this half hanging post in camp because the internet ban just got lifted. 3 weeks trying to ration my batteries isn't funny at all. I think I've became more dumb ever since I got into the army and the only word which probably only exist in my dictionary is.. FUCK. To the point, angsty moments actually doesn't show with this word anymore.

A level results ABC/A E. Can't say I should expect more. Just finished application to Uni last Sun, hope I get in the courses I want to. Somehow everyone gives me the same ;o reaction when I told them I got A for lit. Though I want to say my GP grades tell me the otherwise. Seems like I need to take some English qualifying test if I get into the unis.

Finally saw her on Sunday, even though it's only for like 2 hours. Can't say I was.. alive then, cause I had a high fever ever since I booked out. Was thinking about what Cheryl said, something happy is finally happening to you,-continued by me- "and it goes downhill from there." Anyway, she showed me her half made photo album! The photos were damn cute haha, especially the one when she was caught on camera by her friend.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't deserve her cause I'm always not there and stuff and the only time I could spend with her, I screw it up. Sigh, it's during these moments that you realise how much you want to be better and yet limited by the physical limitations.