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Sunday, July 18, 2010
ISFP
And I found out what drives her...

Mill says:
*hmmm
*that's you
*not me
*hahaha
*that's why you look so serious all the timeeeeee
Zhi Hua - Alas! says:
*yarrr
*so you all should.
Mill says:
*NOOOOO
*why would you wanna look serious!
*must SMILE!!!!!
*you'll live longer if you smile more
*(according to my theory)
*hahaha
Zhi Hua - Alas! says:
*oh HAHAHA
*is that why you've been smiling?
*because you want to live longer?
Mill says:
*YES!!!!!!
*sth like that
*smiling makes me feel happier
*(most of the time)
*and i dont wanna die young
*hahah

HAHAHA, what a reason. She's so cute, still got theory :x So much for having the same MBTI and being two very different person. She's such an inspiration to smile and how two person whose supposed to have very similar personalities turn out very different. I guess everything's part and parcel of perspectives and how just the way you view things could turn you into an absolutely different person. It's like a natural reaction to smile back to her when I see her around in school because she'd say HI!!! in such exhilarated tone that makes it impossible to not smile back and say hi. Honestly, I don't know what I was thinking when I said whenever I see you smile, I'll remember to smile. I mean that's what I meant but not in that way.

Somehow, thinking about MBTIs, leads me to thinking about trends and what nots among the 3 generation of MRC EXCO. The president somehow gets attached to one of the seniors. The VP Ops always ends up fucked up. The VP admin somehow always believed in MBTI. The secretary never knew how to talk. The QM is always quiet. Well, I couldn't think of any similarities between the Treasurer. As of now, I think the trend will be broken, looking at the J1s, hyped up and not a care for the rest of the world. On a side note, it seems that they've been quite unaware of a lot of things and it's not like I could teach them everything. Self-centered me just wants to feel important I guess.

You know, for once Mike said something sensible and something that actually made sense. "All guys are the same. It's only a matter of whether you show it or you don't and I show it. I'm how honest." As a matter of fact, I actually do agree with this statement, it's only those who don't show it are said to be 'nice' and those who does are said to be 'bad'. Very evident from Wq's blatant staring at -cough-rvgirls-cough-. Well, it's true. Guess we're all like some deep dark hole inside.

School's been very long and tiring this week only I don't know why. Somehow, time used to pass in a blink of an eye but it's like it slowed down this whole week, though I must say I haven't accomplish much in terms of revision (And I ought to really start soon because it's 28 days away from Prelims). FML.

“ People are always asking me what my lyrics mean. Does it mean this, does it mean that, that’s all anybody wants to know. Fuck them, darling. I say what any decent poet would say if you dared ask him to analyze his work: If you see it, dear, then it’s there. ”
— Freddie Mercury

That's true. If you see it, it's there, if you get it, you just understood my intentions. If you don't, you probably know no shit. You know, sometimes the irony of it all is when the person you've been talking about asks who you've been talking about and how someone you liked asked who you liked and yet you can't seem to tell her. Retarded as it sounds, it does happen. I don't know what to feel anymore because I ought to be more concerned about other things than all these trivial stuff. In the end, I'll still end up being all alone.

I'll stop obsessing over you obsessing over him.