Sometimes, this is what happens to me at night and I just fell asleep with my comp on till like some unearthly hour. Like yesterday, My comp was on till 4am, until I woke up. I need to get a life and go sleep without thinking about all these.

Yesterday was the most retarded day in months. Retarded badminton -smacks and falls to the ground, missing the shuttle cot by an inch-. Rest for a while turned into a 10minutes power nap, which was totally unexpected, waking up a bit flustered cause i almost ran late for tuition. Night time was massive spazzing about someone to wq, thanks for listening (: I think I'm coming way too close to losing it.

I was at Rebekah's page this afternoon, then my mother came along and said 'Isn't this yw?' -inserts 10,000 years of angst-. I'm like.. NO. So I went to look at yw's page and though I think they do resemble each other quite a fair bit, sigh, which really got me thinking about the past and all. I think I cherish relationships too much for my own good. Though they were all history and I used to be a history student, I'm not learning from them, so dammit. I think G has been so much of a history that I've learnt how to be not be bothered about her at all for a long time already. It's like seeing QZL. I couldn't be much bothered with him hanging around in the room, though I would kick him out if he sits on my sentimental(or not) sofa.

Maths and Chem for the whole day haven't seen much success, I'm not anywhere near ready for prelims and I'm not going at full steam. I can't, unlike Os and I don't know why. Sometimes, I wonder why I waste time blogging and getting knocked out unconscious for a whole afternoon. Music is a distraction. I'm about to die. My itunes to msn pm thing spoilt. All the better, people won't comment about how I listen to the same song for like half an hour.

You never know how much you like someone until you see them like someone else.