"In your life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again; but you do."

There are some you wish you never had to think about again; but you do (Y)

In chronological order,

I think post exams are so.. mundane (I got bored after playing for a day) and how good can life get when you have a straight 4 hours tuition the day right after exams? Thinking back, I haven't went out for the last term or so, or at least just going out and have fun because I've been studying almost every weekend, just trying to catch up whatever I lost in the first term. Oh, so tiring.

I can't believe I actually got caught in the rain twice in a day, a heavy one, deeming my umbrella useless. Once in between the break during tuition and the other on my way home. I met Yi Wei when I was crossing the road back for tuition. Camp will be interesting 8D/ . The 2nd time I was caught in the rain was epic.

Halfway through buying dinner,
Stall Auntie: 打包？
Me: Yar.
Moments later..
Stall Auntie: Wah siao liao. 下这样大的雨！
*Turns back*
I felt like saying I don't want to take away and just eat there -.-

And SO... I drenched in the rain despite having my umbrella hanging high. Sigh.

This is why you shouldn't have J1s on your msn which is why it gets so maddening when they bug you.

Zhi Hua - Mamihlapinatapai:
the only reason why 2 of my grp members got A
was because their individual speaking is good
+our WR is one of the better ones
my whole class got B
except for 4 ppl

Kah Hong:
its rather bleak for your class

THANKS I KNOW!-.-

Kah Hong:
why Mamihlapinatapai?

Zhi Hua - Mamihlapinatapai:
Cos..
Idk..
lol

Kah Hong:
you are trying to start something with someone or something but it is not started
apparently it should be someone coz its pointless waiting for something to start something
hmm lets see what do your want to initiate
love confession?
management in mrc?

Zhi Hua - Mamihlapinatapai:
It's my personal life-.-

Kah Hong:
so its the former then

THANKS ONCE AGAIN!-.-


After that were questions about PW which I did not want to think about and then subsequently an argument about how arguing with me on msn won't help in PW intellectually with continual spams of questions of my personal life. -gasp- so maddening. I think I have anger management problem because it got me started on this continuous killing spree on a game which I restarted playing over the weekend.

I think life's disappointment are so hard to take. With regards to my previous post, disappointments come one after another to the point where I don't know what it feels to feel disappointed anymore. It's like that sinking feeling you get when you're disappointed with somebody gets lesser and lesser as it repeated happen, so much so that you don't even feel it anymore, but deep down in your mind, you know you're disappointed with the person(s) and you don't know how to make it go away but to just ignore the person. Ignorance is your best friend~ When you have no other friends you think you could count on, I guess. It happens, friends you thought were friends that subsequently went on to neglect you cause he/she met someone new or got attached. Life. Suck it up, period.


Many a times, I think of things to say to you so I don't look stupid, only to lie on my bed, giving up and falling asleep, dreaming of it.

Why do you need strawberry, rocky road, mint, chocolate, !@#$ ice cream when you have vanilla? Starting to just like vanilla ice cream, only i don't know why. Maybe it's cause I get so sick of life, like the different flavours of ice cream, so plain vanilla ftw.

Labels: Cry, Disappointment