I've been relying on my 6th sense recently and they actually didn't fail me. It's like I've been getting Dejavus. Too many for my own good. I get this adrenaline rush thing that happens whenever I remembered that I've dreamt this some time ago. Well, what's making it worse is those that I'd hope it'd happen didn't but those that I didn't happened. It's like as though I'm playing with this 50/50 chance. I've been dreaming about you and I don't know what to do. I mean I can't control my dreams, they just come to me naturally. And the fear of losing something in the dreams equates to it happening irl because of the ever so often coming true dejavus. I dreamt that I'm gonna leave mrc and well I'm having mixed feelings about this. But whatever, it's a brand new day ahead and I don't know what's going to happen (Or maybe I actually do). Apart from dreams, I've got this slight turn of the head, I know you're here kind of thing, even before figuring out what's happening and then I try to act as though I didn't see anything. Fail. And I'm like this compass that goes like hmm I think the VCR is here, and true enough, it is.

Introverts find motivation within themselves while extroverts find motivation from people around them. But that's about all that's different between the two. It just seems that I need a strong purpose inside of me to bring myself to go forth in life. And honestly, I realised it doesn't matter whether you're quiet or noisy, you can be both introverts and extroverts too. The common misconception that people have is that you're quiet, so you've got to be an introvert.

I've never leave school before 6 ever since orientation started. Well I don't think that happened to anyone else and I'm quite happy today, just cause I could see light of my house. I'm quite angry and upset and whatever but there's nothing I can do when people well showed reluctance to help. And I'm quite annoyed by certain individual(s) whom keeps complaining when the rest of the people are actually also very tired and annoyed and pissed already but still continue to do their work anyway. Well, just imagine everybody turn into someone like yourself, probably no work done. And that's how retarded it gets when you actually complain and showed other people that you are unhappy and just gonna fold your arms and not do anything. Yes, I've been tanking shit and I don't know how long I can hold on for. After all the J1s are coming in next Wed and I don't need to hold on and look at your faces anymore. Happiness built upon the demise of others is not happiness.

Mohd,"Zhi Hua why you always so sad, that time I saw your blog."
Me,"OMG! Mohd have you been stalking me?!?!"

Seriously, what do you expect me to say? Like all the things I'm unhappy about'd take a whole year to explain.

And I love my class because they are this awesome bunch of people whose trying to get past lessons faster by doing things that are out of my mind.

"Hey, we adjusted the clock 5 minutes faster, don't tell her (the teacher)."
"Adjust 10 minutes larh, today time pass so slow.."
"CANNOT, it'll be dam freaking obvious!"
♥

Friday was just CNY and seeing something that I thought wouldn't affect me but actually did. But, I should be over it and whatever happens shouldn't be any of my business. Then again what should happen doesn't necessary happen.

Went out with my class to Arielle's house to play Wii. I swear I'm dam fail at Guitar Hero with the drums going off beat every now and then despite people trying to help me get the beat right. And I kinda sang Rooftop by Lost Prophet hahahah :x

Standing on the rooftop, everybody scream your heart OUT
This is all we've got now, everybody scream your heart out.

And so everybody sang hahahaha. SCREAM MY HEART OUT ((:
Had class steamboat at somewhere in Bugis. We ate like crazy (partly due to the fact that I swam thanks to certain individual). Yup, you should totally see the expression on the girls' faces when we said we were gonna get more food. Mini class reunion hahaha. No one got stomachache despite the failed 3 second rule becoming a after 30 second still on the table and subsequently still throwing it into the pot.

Haha this conversation was also funny ttm.

I feel very sad now..
Why?
Because I got ditched today..
Aiya, get ditched only.
I'm serious.
You sure?
Yar, by coach, season's coming.
-_-" I also very sad today.
Why?
Because I see something I shouldn't see. ( Narrates story)
Okay, we both very sad.

AND

I heard _____ (INSERTS TEACHER'S NAME) blog very emo.
WHAT'S THE LINK?
Why? ZH, you want to complete who more emo on the blog isit?
Yaya..
I bet you emo will go like muhahahaha, sad face.):

HAHAHAHA, you totally made my day ♥