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Monday, October 19, 2009
The little impacts we make in others.

Day in, day out, we meet many people, talk to them, get into contact with them, but these little actions somehow just felt like raindrops, making little impacts on you, when accumulated will become a rain, a big one too, falling on you. Without you realising, it had such a big impact on you already.

Well, this photo is perhaps an inspiration by the Crew, whereby the photo-snapping syndrome got spread from one to another. But i guess, everyone's having different thoughts, different feelings at that point in time.

AC games were "awesome", not. Played bridge and Frisbee which subsequently got owned by some unknown freaks. Oh wells, just our luck to meet the Frisbee people's class and get this kind of hand i guess. Luck. Stoned throughout the whole of the day, which got sadly laughed at by my classmates, who went home after they lost Floorball too. Dinner was at PL. PL ice cream in Starbucks, Starbucks in Macs and almost but not, Macs in NTUC. Went home, dropped dead. Fill in the gaps yourself. Oh and i realised, Leona (should stop calling her Leon(a)) is starting to pick up herself as a MRC member by not whinning anymore while doing stuff, even if no one's there to help her, even if someone just threw the work upon her, she just did it without saying anything. Good job!(: Wells, i was just reminded i have some learning journey (takes precedence over CCA) this Wed, i remembered there's something to be done for the QMs, so good luck QMs -coughs, runs-.

Today has been the organising my messy stuff day. As i was looking through my comp, there were many things that went through my head. First of all, memories of the past, maybe not too long ago, a year or two, three to four?.. As the MRT zoomed past Lakeside, since that moment, i've been constantly reminded of someone, someone who once held such a close relationship with me, always lending me a listening ear whenever i need it, always providing a sound solution to my problem coming from an adult's point of view. But she left me, when i was at my worst, at my most helpless, most "i don't know what to do" moment of my life. She just went hiatus. Up till now, i'm still quite upset that she did that, after all, i seen her as my mother, or at least once and maybe now too. At the same time, as i was looking through the photos, i was reminded of someone else. Well, those convos with this person really made me realise how immature i was at that point in time, or maybe even now, reading back my blog posts, those were the much happier time and sad ones too. It pushed me to two extremes i guess, no one realised what it was, but only found out after we parted. After all, without those, i wouldn't be who i am today. Ohana means family, family means no one gets left behind.

For now, 360 days more all we have to make a difference (After all, i want to believe that we all can promote). How many more waits/stops can we put to this? Not many. Time's running out and i don't know what to do. The clock's ticking without you realising, even as the seniors realised their time in AC is up (hopefully). What more as a junior a year away from what the seniors currently face. Forward looking, my my, i don't want that day to come. So don't make me wait because time's running out.

The race against time.
Why do I need the rainbow, when i've got you.

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