Life's been pretty stressful with myself falling sick every now and then, especially last week ): I've been down for the whole week with fever and acute pain all over (i.e. My head, my stomach and my throat). It comes on every other day, a different one. Well, i guess it can't be helped right? It's not like i want it ); And it's been a rather sad week, having to study when i'm sick for Chem CA (which i'm gonna fail anyways), and going to school just for Chem CA and teachers' day celebrations (i.e. i went to school for only 2 days). And it's only until now that i feel like writing something to make this place feel more alive.

And ****, i sleep at 3am yesterday just to finish my Maths tut-_-" Needed for Maths extra lessons on Thrus. Going back to school just for 2 hrs is ttly-.-" Cause i'm going out today, so i've got to put in extra work. Ahh, wells, that's life, you've to compromise to people and not people compromising to you, esp when you need their help. Anw, talking about work, i still have 20 GP articles, 5 essay plans and 1 compre just for the holidays to do ): i feel so sadddddddddddddd D: Cause i haven't start on any of those.

Wells, i'm gonna go out now! With my long lost bff x.x Ahh, miss talking to him D: I'll update when i come back.(: I realised i have too many bffs for my own good and it's true i abandon one for another at times and this ttly isn't helping by sharing my burdens ): Howwwwwwww?

Anw, outing's been fun! Or at least, it seemed fun._. Random camwhoring at the wrong time, wrong place/ Random appearances of wj's sister/ Guessing what wq's gonna buy nxt/ Pizza hut's cpl meal along with 5pm scammish timings. Oh yeh, that pretty much summed up the day! mmhmm, what a day, dropped dead when i reach home. And i've got stomachacheeeeeeeeeeeeeee D: Once again-.- Looks like it never get well or even seem to get well ): I feel so terrible at night sigh.

P.S. It's been gloomy for like idk how long already-.-" I haven't seen the sun for like 4 days alreadyyy ): Everytime the sky is either filled with clouds or it's rainning. Sigh what weather ): + No Sun= ): ZH = Stay at home and ): =/= What life should be ): Ok, i think the equation isn't mathematically correct but who cares-.- (i don't think anyone'd fully understand this part except - ;D)

I'm confused by your actions sometimes, but wells, maybe it's because i've been mistaking it for other things at times. So i guess it's my fault, right? Like i shouldn't assume things and just think of it the way i want it to be ): But wells, i'm really confused over the contradicting questions and actions somtimes and till now still leave me confuzzled. I still dunno how, but the only thing i know is that it's never like before, never like how it used to be and i'm afraid because i don't know how long this might last and how long can we sustain it. Afterall, we hadn't been close for very long, it's a bond seemingly easy to break, but i realised it's never easy to do without.

Promos are just 3 weeks away and i don't want this to end. Just at a lost of what to do.

Only when the sun's gone
Will you realised the importance of it's warmth.
How about i never want it to be gone?

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