I've been studying Maths like no tomorrow first time in my life. Last time i just basically redo the questions until i get the hang of the style of the questions, but now it requires much more than just drill and practice, but more of understanding of the context of the question and stuff. I'm feeling tired, largely due to the fact i slept at 3am this morning and woke up at 9am>_> Considering the first thing i did was to start studying for Maths when i woke up, my eye lid that have been twitching like nuts ever since morning, my stomach contracting like no effing tomorrow and a terrible series of runs to the toilet, but i'm still here studying..zz. I'm like so hardworking can-.-" And the medicine doesn't seem to help one bit. It's like torturing me, slowly tearing me apart.. BASKET, why is it i have to go through all these just before a start of a brand new week ahead? Ruin my week totally.

Talked to YL yesterday.. She keep having the mentality that i'm still stuck in my past. Then keep persuading me to move on hahaha. Actually, i'm not at all stuck in the past, but instead learn from them, it's just that i'm trying to illustrate my point to you hahaha. So yeah, it's called learning from experience.

Then i smsed someone and he told me that actually my class is very scare of me, like cause i got that 'get away from me' face. I didn't know that they actually have such a perception of me hahah. I think i need to spread the warmth in my heart OMG what am i talking abt?-__- Yeah, i'll try to change haha, as in how i appear to you people.. I need to smile more (: And moving on is something he talked about too hahaha. Why is everybody asking me to move on when i very well know that i've already done so.. Perhaps, it's just not shown in my actions.. Rather is just a hypocritical statement that i've made.

Knowing about certain stuff isn't pleasant at all. Like today i found out something which i think may have it's how should i say.. Positive and Negative side? Ahh, shalln't dwell on it too much, but now at least i know about it(:

Stomach, brace up and stop giving me trouble D:
Feeling helpless, all i can do is.. Nothing.

Standing on a rooftop
I wanna scream my heart out!!!!
All my heart's contents(:
To You.

Labels: My Heart