I hate it when my mum tries to shout at me in the middle of the night (or rather at 11pm), trying to ask me to off my comp because i'm talking to people. And i get rather pissed when people try to take people away from me, that is if that even made sense. It's like this last time when i was in secondary school, it's like this now and i think it'll be like this in the near future (Although, i don't seem to see one).

Seriously i just wanna get away from this place (Although i know that i'm already very fortunate to have a roof over my head), but still perhaps, it's always like this. You'll never learn how to treasure things until they are lost. Should i say this is human nature? I so totally don't wanna stay at home during the weekends, idk why but likely cause i dun want to get myself in any conflict, particularly with someone at home.-__-" I'm such a whim, choosing to run away from problems when it actually arises, instead of solving the underlying root cause, i'm running away. How i wish i could actually run away from this place, to a place with peace and serenity, but i'm a realistic person (at least at this point in time) because i jolly well know that it won't happen and that i can't do anything about it, at least for now.

What can i do? Perhaps, just shut my mouth with my heart full of curses and swears that this is actually happening to me.. Ahh whyy??..

My life has turned black & white tonight.
And i can't seem to love anymore.

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