This year's different.
I'm 17th today. And no i didn't go and watch 17th again.. haha, that so rhymed.
I went out with my family today. For lunch and gotten a new wallet(: We went Swensens Earle and i seriously think i should abstain myself from eating overly fried food from now on. It totally made my throat hurt somehow or rather. And i hate getting sore throats )): It's another late night i guess, so i really hope i dun get "it".

It was clear while it lasted. Looking at the calm sea just brings my mood to peace. But the cry of an infant shot the silence. Still, i guess the peaceful scenic view didn't last.

It started pouring. The waters became troubled. It's as though i'm crying through the windows. Then i asked myself why. Why such transition. Then i start thinking about the past, the change between this one year. Then i realised it was one of what's in front of my eyes.

Remember 4 post down, i was talking this? Haha, i guess my mum's been reading my blog and she just ordered it w/o my knowledge. But i was too full then, so couldn't finish it :x But still my fav. drink! Such nostalgic, drinking it.

And this is my free birthday cake from Swensens=__=

And i tell myself i'm gonna forget you. These are a thousand sent messages to you. And i'm deleting it, making sure i'm not reminded of you. This sad past of mine have to end. If i don't end it now, it'll never go away. you're gone, so am i.
This day is a new beginning, for me, once and for all. I need to start myself on a new life. Forgetting about the past, what someone tried to talk me into doing, right?(: My past may be a sad one,
And after that it's instant noodles for dinner!haha. And i realised i've been haha-ing ever since Fri, probably due to MRC people(: TTLY ♥ them :x I guess they made me see that it isn't what happened that matters but what's gonna happen.
And thanks for all the wishes from everyone haha(: I feel so blessed to have people who still remembers my birthday when i barely celebrated it for the past few years and i'm honoured to have someone like my Pri school GOOD FRIENDs to remember my birthday and took the trouble to sms me. It's hard to come by such friends and i guess i should really treasure them..
For now, it's back to reality, I'm doing up my PI, perfecting it (in hope that i wouldn't screw it up worse). And i'm printing people's PI. These people better hope that i'm well and don't fall sick tmrw! If not they DIE hahaha. And i taught Cheryl how to do Econs Case Study over MSN when i just anyhow Humtum when i was doing it >< Hope I didn't give her the wrong answers and it SOUNDS logical AND correct hahah. It's only now i know what my life's worth living for(: ♥.
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