The week went past in a blink of an eye. The lectures only week. I feel like i cannot tahan already larh=___= keep wanna fall asleep during lectures. I still prefer the classroom way of teaching though i'm more likely to fall asleep in the Phy classroom ;p And i'm tired, i dunno why... maybe because i haven't adapt the the "changes around me".. Nonetheless, despite all this, i spent most of my time this week with my OG - Palas!

And within this week, I made a decision that might have a serious impact on my life ahead and to come. And that's my subject combination. I'm taking the weirdest combin everrr ;x CMEL, figure it out yourself ;p Orh well, i'm not inclined towards Phy/Bio, so i decided to drop them, maybe because the interest in me wasn't invoked during the
Sec sch years, but still, i felt that i hated the subject and i've been studying something that i didn't like ever since Sec 3. Still, i thought i couldn't let this continue on before it truly ruin my life. And yay, no more overloading of Sci SPA.

And i really wanna thank Mr Tan for guiding me in making this decision, because i was in a dilemma in choosing between China Studies and Lit. I felt he really gave me great advices that make me differentiate between the 2 subjects and have a rough feel of how tough it's gonna be ahead. For a person who totally idiotic at Lit but has an interest in it, it's really going to be a shaky road ahead.

This week alone, we went back to Fairfield like twice on 2 different days. At first i wanted to just visit the teachers and stuff, but then ended up, some people became interested in the MOE Pre-U schloarship. So this person asked for his testimonial ALONG with ours-.- So yeah, got to go back again to collect the testimonial if not my form teacher would have rush-ed it out for nothing. Anyway, i wanna read what's written about me, cause i just wanna know how others look at me, though i very much promised myself i wouldn't let other's perspective affect my mood and emotions. Yeah, but all these aren't the point, the point is the sch changed A LOT. Within just a few months, the colour of the walls, the variety of food sold in the canteen, the compound-refering to the indoor sports hall and the system it's working in.. Firstly the yellow white look of fairfield is gone and what's left is just BRIGHT white and blue buildings. yeah it's so bright that i kinda of hate it.. the warm and comfortable feeling's no longer there. It's just like love without feelings. Drinks stall got a major revamp and the rest of the oily food were replaced, namely the Fish soup stall.. The indoor sports hall's done, it's like our efforts in raising funds that made it possible ;x But anyway, it's just a covered basketball court now and an additional hall. What happen to band room and table tennis? And now teachers don't own their own home room and that sucks. Imagine u spend hours trying to decorate it and then now it became like dunno what.. Sigh, indeed a change of leadership in the school is like a change of dynasty LOL. Somehow, i'm glad that i left the school, yet i'm not happy for the fact that i still miss the old fairfield, it's missing right in me right now.



When i was in Fairfield, people used to celebrate Valentine's day. Then i would see gifts everywhere and i won't receive any haha (thinking back i can't remember anything that i receive that would make me remember). Cause i'm the one giving, but i only gave to one person so....=__= It felt like a part was missing cause i ain't doing the same thing this year. But i must admit Ac's celebration of V Day is much more elaborated as compared to Fairfield. Everyone in the OG received that (the photo on top) from Bugsyyy and it looks dam strange esp when we went out in the afternoon.. Well at first i was stupid enuf to try and hide it in the LT, but in the end i gave up cause it's on my right hand and i gotta write with my right hand... Received some stuff from the rest of the OG girls (cause we guys are always more stingy ;x). Anyway, thanks, haha first gifts for V day>.<

Then in the afternoon, we went out for lunch at crystal jade and we were like amazed at the way Zhen min eats Xiao Long Bao LOL.. I shouldn't go in details but yeah had much fun. Then we went back sch and i think i stoned at the bleachers while trying to get the lecture notes into my head, but still i think i failed terribly. On a side note, i think that fairsians have all graduated with a diploma in stoning :D Cause often we find ourselves staring into blank space.. So the night arrives, and we went for MUTS (Not Nuts, it stands for movies under the stars). It's a great experience cause i don't remember myself watching movie under the stars. And there were stars literally. Thing is i haven't seen stars for quite sometime already, or perhaps, it's because i've been too busy with sch and stuff that i couldn't even take out some of my time in the night to stare up at the starry sky. And that at that moment i felt serenity. This warm feeling, i don't know why. The Notebook's really nice, and btw i meant just the plot, but the pace at which it's moving it kinda of puts me off. One conclusion-I can't watch slowwwwwwwwwwwwwww romance movies ;p

Though all these happened, i still conclude it's a sad Valentine's Day for me. The lonely soul yearns for affection but all he get is just emptiness.

Labels: Lectures, Valentine's Day