The Loudest Cry
I finally pick up my courage to say the 3 words to her. Something in which i find it so hard to... Somehow, words that you mean it seems harder to say than the words you don't... It's just like saying I hate you. It seems to be harder to say to a person that u really hate (unless of cause the amount of hatred runs in your blood) than to say it to someone you don't mean it towards. Perharps, that's what been taking me so much...

I got rejected... At that very moment, i wondered why did you hesitate for a moment... Perharps, i'm trying to give myself hope... I tried to be strong and held back my tears, but she's gone i just closed my eyes,covered my face and without my knowledge, my hands are wet.. And when i reached home, i just sat down, bleeding deep within... Perharps, i really did love, if not i wouldn't have acted upon this way.. I've no more courage to write on...

Labels: Courage, Love