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Sunday, April 13, 2008
A Moment to Think About.
Yesterday was a bad day..Had so many tests in one day larh.Thinking about it is life really revolving around tests, whether is it tests in school, interviews or even tests of relarionships? If so, then all i have to say is that life means nothing.

The 1st test was Chem SPA. Though Ms Liang explained everything to us but well i took it as a test since sooner or later we gonna do the real thing. First thing I took the alkali, someone knocked onto me and then spilled it on my hand. What a great start to my series of tests man lol.

The 2nd test was Chinese compostition test. But well I had no problem with it except we were only given 45mins to write. Luckily enough, the topic was somewhat familiar to me, something about keeping the environment clean. As it seems, this kind of topics seem to be the "hot topics" coming out for tests and maybe even 'O' levels.

The 3rd comes after recess. A.Maths! We were outside the Maths classroom when suddenly we started trying to recall what differentiating sinx and cosx gives us and we messed it up with integration-.- Sigh, made many careless mistakes without even noticing it when checking back. There goes my full marks =(

Yes! Finally the last test leading to the end of the day. Bio... Frankily, i didn't really study much cause i was half dead the day before. Could barely open my eyes, not to mention study for Bio. It's on sexual reproduction. But is like staring at those pictures and still can't get into my head. This topic doesn't really interest me that much i guess. Ended up i gave up and went to sleep lol. Luckily, Mr Chan went through what we need to know for the test, if not i think i'm 100% gonna flunk it..

On the way home, met Darren on the bus. He was like quite pale and i got to know that his nose and throat have been bleeding for 1-2hours already.. Lost so much blood that i could even see traces of blood remains on his face. Darren take cares! Robotics can't do without you..

Finally i reached home. However, to my horror, i discovered that my destop is spoilt..zz.. My conjuction of how it went dead is it "got struck by lightning".-.- Ytd morning while i was in the toilet, the bloody electricity tripped on me. And it was pitch dark inside the toilet. Gave me a bad start for the day. So probably, around that time current must have went through my destop. Everything is fine but just that the CPU can't start up. Sigh, it was my birthday gift when i was 13. Hope it's possible to recover it. My memories are also in it!!! Haix..

This morning i woke up and received a sms from her. I didn't know what to say back to her but i dun mean it that way. It's not like we were ever together but then before all these happened, what i see of her half of the time in class/out of class/anywhere in the school, she was like show that sian sian face. But now almost every moment i see her is like she's puting on a great smile.. It seems that i've really, you know, made her so unhappy. I mean if you like someone, you want him/her to be happy, but at the same time you want to be with him/her. While these feelings conflict with one another, what can we do? i feel so helpless, but yet i guess what you do depends a lot on which feeling is stronger. For me, i guess it's the second. But the problem lies in should i or should i not?.. I think this could mean a test on relationships.

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